Practical Mysticism

When I was in grad school, Benjamin’s “Task of the Translator” was appearing on everyone’s reading lists. I read it as part of a poetry translation workshop–a room full of people doing literary translations, lead by a guy who was a professional literary translator. Nikolai Popov said things like “finessing the hermeneutic” and he meant it in the Bridge sense. Moving the poetry of words from one language to another while remaining true to the original artist and getting it just right feels like a winning trick. He taught me it is easier to translate the dirty jokes first because you have more options for synonyms in that vocabulary. His take away on Benjamin, that I agreed with (and it resolved a bit of anxiety when I absorbed it) was that it’s a brilliant piece that isn’t actually at all useful for the task of working translators.The biggest reason, as we discussed it, is that Benjamin is mystical. And mysticism comes down to an ineffable experience that can’t be reduced. You just feel it. You just know it is true. And it is fleeting. If you want to share the experience, you need to leverage religion, or art, or music, or write a poem or however you experience things like communion and harmony. 

I went back to Benjamin a while back when I was getting my head around spec driven development and how teams of people work with AI. If AI is going to be doing the coding, if you are handing over the actual form of code to a language model, maintaining the spec is key to ensuring the project delivers on your intentions. Benjamin argues that translators carry the original text forward, extending its life and meaning. A good spec carries the intentions of its authors forward into code and implementation. I wallowed in my “wow, man!” moment and spent too much time trying to explain my enthusiasm to my team. But just as Benjamin’s piece never helped much when I was trying to capture tone, rhyme, and feeling bringing a work from Spanish or Italian into English, I came back to the position “yeah, Benjamin is mystical and probably not going to add value to the SDLC for the enterprise.”

When Rick Rubin first published The Creative Act, I found it to be exciting mysticism, but sort of shelved it because it felt like that irreducible mystical experience that I can feel but doesn’t seem practical for a creator. However, after picking it up again in our AI moment, I’m finding it is actually quite practical because it embraces its mysticism as an impetus that jump starts creating. Embodiment is key here. “Look for what you notice but no one else sees” is a method Rubin advocates for enabling yourself to create. His advice is more literal than metaphorical. He expects you to be intentional with your eyes. He has great advice about how to practice. Exercises you can do to see with your eyes and notice with the part of you that is you. “A practice is the embodiment of an approach to a concept.”

Musicians practice so they can express when they perform. When I upgrade stereo components and speakers, I’ll listen to the same piece performed and recorded by different musicians, and in order to pass the audition the new speakers have to make it easy for me to know if I’m listening to Heifetz, Mutter, Perlman, Hahn, or Dueñas on violin. (And for Perlman, to hear which of his violins he’s using–he seems to trade them out like a golfer picking irons as he progresses down the fairway). Our physical, embodied experience of living is part of what makes us individuals, whether you want to look for souls or minds or inspiration. That part of you that is you. I can’t hear Mutter without thinking about how she only performs in shoulderless dresses so she can get the right grip on her instrument. It’s part of her sound as much as the pretty high notes. And only she makes those sounds even when everyone else plays the same notes. 

I’m drawn to both Benjamin and Rubin because they get at that how to craft art that feels like you are exceeding ordinary experience, getting closer to ultimate reality, something grander. During our new AI moment, I’m curious how this new way of putting language to work will make things more beautiful. As an artist drawn to big feelings and romantic impulses, Rubin feels useful because his book prescribes a thoroughly embodied method.

Time and love in The Ambassadors v Les Misérables 

Over the past couple weeks I’ve been working with AI tools to explore the experience of time, with a focus on literary representations. And then I’ve included the artifacts of that work as input for other experiments with AI tools. Without going down the path of how I worked my way from comparing Puck in A Midsummer Night’s Dream with Pandarus in Troilus and Cressida to comparing Strether in James’ The Ambassadors to Jean Valjean in Hugo’s Les Misérables, I’ll just jump to the punchline. AI created this table in a slide from a presentation about “Architecting Trust” in organizations pursuing AI projects. It won’t make it into the final pitch deck, but it’s sort of accidentally brilliant.

The Technical Codex: Two Models of Time

Strether (The Perception of Time)Valjean (The Vocation of Action)
Concept: Time as consciousness. Love as an aesthetic experience.Concept: Time grounded in eternity. Love as a vocation enacted in the sewers of Paris.
Action: Redeeming time by finally, fully perceiving a present moment. The quiet sorrow of arriving too late.Action: Redeeming time through action. Moving through the world bending the machinery of contingency to protect others.

For the most part I assess LLMs’ abilities to interpret literature as about as good as a talented undergraduate English major, one that is eager to please and get to the right answer. But once in awhile, there’s a student in class who can use wit and humor to shape insights and open up multiple, rich interpretations of a work. Sometimes they say outrageous things they don’t even fully understand but still display genius like a savant.

Valjean’s journey through the sewers to save Marius is epic, sublime sacrifice and as intensely scary and disturbing as any scene Stephen King has written. And “Love as a vocation enacted in the sewers of Paris” is a great jumping off point for a conversation about everything that novel does.

Alms for oblivion

When I get around to forming my heavy metal band, the first album will be titled “Alms for Oblivion,” from Ulysses’ speech manipulating Achilles in Shakespeare’s Troilus and Cressida. I love how the phrase combines the sublime and the disposable in just three words. You can almost hear the riffage. Music is the art of time. 

When my mood is turning sour, and I feel the need for aesthetic experience, I’m yearning for harmony and rhythm, not just mere beauty. My favorite photography communicates the experience of time. One of my favorite reasons for “going to the office” these days is Microsoft’s art collection. A couple days ago I was killing time before a meeting and discovered the work of Martin Klimas through his photograph of what happens when you cover a speaker in paint and blast Bach.

I’m guessing the shutter speed was 1/250 or faster. My photo of Snoqualmie Falls on my earlier post is 1/100 or 10 milliseconds. That’s around the threshold of human perception but significant in real-time audio, gaming, networking and API response times. 

Sam Schillace has a great post about the mismatch between AI attention and human attention. 

… This mismatch makes it easy for the AI to overwhelm you – – it never gets tired and there is always “more” of it. But there is something deeper going on that I didn’t fully capture, and it has to do with a strange fact about what LLMs actually are: LLMs don’t experience time.

I don’t mean that metaphorically, I mean it literally. When the model isn’t predicting tokens, it is perfectly quiescent in a way that has no human analog. There’s no waiting, no impatience, no sense that time is passing. It just stops existing, entirely, until the next token prediction is asked for. Between my prompts and its responses, nothing “happens” for the model — not because it’s fast, but because there is no experience of the interval at all.

Those tokens are alms for oblivion, indeed. 

AI laughed at my joke

Trying to have witty repartee with AI can feel like doing card tricks for a dog. I was delighted Copilot got the joke when I followed up a question about converting kph to mph with a question about furlongs per fortnight.